lil bit early but here ya go

 heres ur monthly update just a couple days shy off july!

apologies for being so... boring, on the blog. i kinda just started one to start it, yk, but sadly that isnt sustainable for a while, haha!

of course, ill keep trying to give updates and write about stuff but at this point i need to keep a journal for how much stuff i do over an entire month.

actual updates: im in summer school, womp womp. i failed english so now i have to retake it, at least its only 1 class during the summer. I RELEASED AN EXTENDED PLAYLIST!! (ep)

PYRIDOXINE IS OUT
https://goh-amed.bandcamp.com/album/pyridoxine

i am really proud of it, despite it being like, 6 files in my export folder i threw into an ep
no regrets, tbh
even with how i haphazardly put this together, im still really proud of how it came out
despite its origins, id say its still quite cohesive and, dare i say, symbiotic

i went to my first ever pride event!! it was incredibly fun and really enjoyable! they had drag queens and drag kings and... more drag stuff (lol)
EVERYONE THERE WAS SO PRETTY AND I WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO ACTUALLY ASK SOMEONE FOR THEIR NUMBER
but alas, yaboi stays single for yet another day, and it remains to be seen how long they will remain alone

lastly, last of us pt2 has been a blast
i beat the fuck out of someone with a metal pipe (iykyk)
i thoroughly enjoyed the gore and blood that the game displays, i deadass had to pause the game after i used the shotfun for the first time 

 

welp, thats all i have to say, thank you so much for reading
by the way if you're reading this and you're like around 16 years old please hit me up with romantic interest pleasepleaseplease (joking)

alrighty! peace, love, and homosexuality!

HAPPY PRIDE

 happy pride to all my fag readers!!!

 im really happy this month because i do plan on going to the pride parade with some of my friends and stuff but yk how it is
even if i am queer and nonbinary and shit, i still look like a dude

BODY DYSPHORIA!!! YAY!!!! 

in terms of music... i wont say much but i got something cooking... stay patient :3

the show has been moving slowly, and thats on purpose
i gotta focus a lot on school and what's going on there AND other stuff like therapy
though i do enjoy the process of filmmaking and all that so the current plan if i dont go thru with the show is to probably make a microfilm of sorts to just film and have fun, yk?

speaking of therapy
my therapist literally said that she's going to be leaving next week and like, what the fuck? hahahahah
i cant hate, she works a job and she got a better offer, and i cant dislike her for that
i just wish the best for her

today i got therapy with her and another therapist, my new one after my first one leaves

alrighty, thats all for now, if i come up with more to write, ill maybe make a mid-month post
also the only hint ill give for the last post is that it has 3 layers of obfuscation

OH and I hope you all enjoy the new ui! i rolled it out way early last month but i never acknowledged it hahaha

again, happy pride month and thanks for reading! 
peace, love, and homosexuality. <3